It never is anymore. It's getting harder to smile.
To keep pretending to all these assholes. To keep happy. I wish I could just sleep and hide. I want reasons I search for explanations. I try to build my own timelines. I can't. You make me happy and sick at the same time. I miss you so much it hurts. I have never felt so alone in my life. But I can't. As much as I would love to run and see you. My heart won't let me.
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