Wish list..

Because i need a list..

1. New running shoes! Preferably black and pink..

2. Michael kors :) myyyyy love. I NEED this in my life....

3. Naked2 palette!! Didn't get the first but want the second. Lovely colors :)

4. And finally Christian Louboutin suede heels... A girl can dream right??? :)

This should count as Monday night...

That's why you're so good for everyone else, but you're trouble for me.

It's just something that is on my mind...

Sometimes even when you think you know what you want, it still doesn't make sense. Sometime even after so much times goes by, you still can't make up your mind. Is it really that, or is what I want so much harder to say out loud? Does it become truer after I say it rather than think it? You keep holding on to something that you know is not yours, maybe not now, maybe not yet.. But who will know? How will time tell, because it still hasn't told me what I want to hear.. Time has its way with me. And it seems like it always will.

Summer is winding down and its time to analyze the things that i did get accomplished from my summer list and the things that i didnt. Overall i have to say i did pretty good, considering that it was my first time making a summer list, and it was really exciting to actually knock items off my list :)

1. attend a concert- I attended a show that was not of my choice.... but served the point of knocking it of my list. My boyfriend steve was excited that i finally went with him to see them.

Meet the RX Bandits.


2. make an ice cream sandwich with homemade cookies- sadly to say i forgot to take a picture since we were so eager to eat the cookies once they were made. But rest assured that we made these on 7/31/2011 :)

3. Create a new playlist- dont tell anyone, but I know own every cd and album that i have always wanted......

4.Have a picnic- :( did not get to do this, and yet i thought that this would be the simplest to accomplish....

5.make time to meet up with girlfriends for a getaway... Not only did i have time to do this once but three times!! and they were all great!!!!!



palm springs with amanda and minna....










palm springs with tasha and p.j. :)







vegas with veronica and ileana :)

6. go to a wine tasting. Of course knowing me, you know i wouldnt have missed this one!!!



my dinkhead steve helped me with this :)

7. go to the beach and actually get in.. so simple yet so hard!! never got done :(
8. attend some sort of food festival...







9. summer cleaning of all bedroom junk.. lest just say my room is less cluttered than it was before. check :)

10. get a dresser- I am now the proud owner of a cherry wood dresser that can hold my candles and jewelry boxes!!! :)

11.30 day picture contest...lets just not talk about it..... :(

12.have an LA tourist day!!! yesssss olivera street we did conquer like old tourists :)

13. spend the whole day at disneyland... easy right?


14. spend a whole day at california adventure...
way harder than we thought.... we spent half the day there, and left to... disneyland!! shocker??



15. make first youtube video... and this i have to say im the proudest of.....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WMzuIc6OaEg
please watch in silence... hahah means no laughing..

16.buy a bike!!! yes yes yes i am now a proud owner.. school in the fall is going to be interesting!!

17.go on a hike...again the easiest ones are the hardest to accomplish... :(

18. have a park barbecue :(

19.visit san pedro and eat shrimp :(

20. jog at night...:( even though this was a no... lets just say i got it all in the morning.. so i dont feel half as bad...



overall, my summer list was a success, not for the fact that i only accomplished 13 out of 20. but for the fact that checking of the ones i did do were so much fun!!!
I will for sure be looking forward to this next summer, and now will focus on my newly made fall list. my favorite of them all!!! :)

Summer days..

i have about a little less than two months left of summer. can i say that i have been enjoying the heck out of it. School was so stressful before break that it feels nice to do absolutely nothing intellectual for a couple of months. i am not too thrilled to face the music.. lol. since it is the last year, i have a feeling it will pretty intense.
anyway I have been getting plenty of pool time in. That along with spending time with friends, family and of course my lovely dinkhead. Currently I have completed exactly ten items from my summer list. i have to say thats pretty good, since i have about half of summer left..


Anyway, gotta to hit the haystack. BIG day tomorrow, big interview.
wish me luck.



P.S.


I love target and CVS :)

Summer List..

I have endlessly being lusting for the summer to get here and even though I am a little late, i am super excited to begin this challenge for the summer!! I am going to try to do this every summer,depending on how it goes this time..hahaha.

anyway. I have decided that I need to at least every thing on my 20 item list at least once this summer... i say at least because some of them(wine tasting) are preferably enjoyed more than once :)

Here goes:

Summer List 2011:

1. Attend a concert.
2. Make ice cream sandwich with home made cookies.
3. Create a new playlist(gym).
4.Have a picnic at the park!
5. Have an all girls get away adventure!
6. Go to a wine tasting.
7. Go to the beach and actually get in!!
8. Attend some sort of food festival.
9. Summer cleaning of apartment.
10. Get a new dresser!
11.Do a 30 day picture contest.
12. Have an LA tourist day.
13. Spend the whole day at disneyland.
14. Spend the whole day at california adventure.
15. Make first youtube video.
16. Purchase a bicycle.
17. Go on a hike.
18. Have a park barbecue.
19. Visit san pedro and have shrimp on pier.
20. Jog at night.

so as i am writing this I have already completed about five of these.. i had my list but didn't get to typing it until now.. I am such a procrastinator! as for the rest, summer is here!
Get ready,Set, and Go!!!!!

saturday class...

so not only was yesterday thee longest day ever, but today is the first day of saturday class for winter quarter of stats!!! reallly not as bad asi thought it would be, i would have prefered it to have more than THREE meeting times the whole quarter but well see how this online class works out.... ahhh on to tuesday for the next first day of class!!!! i also was excited to open up the mailbox and find something other than dirty ads in our box!! this was the first piece of correspondence steve and i have received!!!


...even though its after christmas, its still exciting!! thanks amanda!

now of to wait for my dinkhead to take me on a date....

today is..

enchilada night!!!!!!!!!!!!..hahah doesnt help my restlessness at all.. something is eerking me these days and i have yet to get to the bottom of it.. in other news, i have a possible different position interview next week. restless keeps going at least for another week...

ahhh i literally have not being feeling to do anything productive this week. im dreading the fact that school will start saturday and i will have no energy left..im going to be back in the grind. im just excited my brain will again be stimulated, and even though i hate the initial going back to new clasees in the end i am in love again...
I think part of my problems now probably have to do with other people causing problems. I have had too many situations in which those that i loved most and trusted cannot be trusted again and its ridiculous seeing as how much time i actually spent on them, why is it that there is not that many honest people in the world? Girls are just vicious now days, and it sucks that human beings can treat other human beings that way.. I have nothing but to wish the best for people that do not want me in their life, because i know that just wishing them the worst doesnt help me win, but being the bigger person and walking away from it does. I mean we all have so many chances to learn from each other, and instead of just looking at the negative of it, I will focus on the things that I have learned from them. I will think of the wonderful times we had together and not try to delete and erase everything that I ever had or lived with them, because what does that then leave me? They were important to me then, even though they are no more, I will just think back at those times fondly and remember the good. Because even though there might only be a little bit of good in there, that little good always outweighs the bad in my book... and after this is my book anyway.





P.S nars finally came in mail today! :)

long nights..

are for freaking out over how much boys play video games... and how i cant even think of spending so much time on that..well if it concerned makeup or shopping i wouldnt mind spending that much time on it.. hahah
so this week marks the beginning of winter quarter, ughhhh so much more work and stresss again! saturday class killme now.. the only thing that im looking forward to is getting a certain xmas package at my moms paid for by my lovely as one of my xmas presents :)


nars turkish delight..



nars orgasm blush


and of course, UDPP.. aka urban decay primer potion in eden.

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slowly but surely this weekend is coming to an end.. i have to fight the urge to not keep my first lovely christmas tree up, since it is no longer the holidays..ahh work seems like a silly idea for tomorrow.. but i guess its what i have to do.. blah im too lazy for any pictures, and to all a good night.. funny thing is i probably slept the most today out of anyday of my life, but i dont care. its sunday and it is raining. sudnay funday before the crazyness of monday comes back..

2011

I'm not here to bash 2010, not at all. 2010 was really good to me, and my only goal for this year 2011 is to complete it and get to the end and have another yearful of memories to rejoice over next new years eve. yes many things happened that i wish i could change the final outcome of it, but needless to say maybe it was for a reason, ive gained things, but also lost many, and even though at times i may feel bitter about it, maybe im just better off anyway. I mean, we all cant expect to go year after year without having any changes, things happen and many of those things cant be avoided. We all have the strong urge once january 1st comes around to make big goals, changes, and take on resolutions that sometimes seem way easier to talk about with friends... lose weight, get a better job, be nicer, make and save more money... the usual.. this year i decided to not wait to start any of these things after 2010 was over, but rather before it was over.. why wait for tomorrow to make changes, when the biggest changes can be made today?
In the end I hope that next year i can look back and have many more accomplishments to be happy about just as i am now.. 2010 made me into a better and more independent person. I applied, was accepted and finished my first quarter of grad school. Steve and I completed another wonderful year together and managed to get our first apartment together. I have a few close friends that made life more manageable who i will always be thankful for... so as i sit here in my livingroom and watch steve play another round of black ops, I will just remember all the good things, and think of different ways that i can top them next year :)




good bye 2010!