Life stands still for a moment

And I feel like I can look forward and not look back... Am I ready to fully engulf myself in it all? Am I ready to be vulnerable just one more time? How I know? How do I know it won't happen again?



Please don't hurt me anymore.

Keep forgetting

But when life is going so good, who has time to think ?

You know when you look for a change ?

Well I think I've found the time. I don't ever like to think of myself as a constant being. I want to be able to go with the flow and change and be open to it. I'm ready to send myself out into the world and do this!

And it happened today.

The day before the rest of my life. Hope I can make it out there!

As things end

New things begin. Can I make it?

As nervousness sets in

That's when you don't trust yourself... Take your time Eli. It will all come along.

And so it is.

Keep the sza sza szu alive. Long enough to see the sparkle.

Happy

But scared to fully embrace it. Please let it be this good forever

And to bigger and better changes!

It starts now

Le sigh

:(

I did it!!!

:)

Ugh

Just ugh. If looks could kill. I would have gotten rid of many a long time ago

Things are coming to an end.

And it feels weird. Another chapter of my life is ready to close.... What will life bring me next?

and it feels so good for a reason

i had the best sleep i have had in a long time. i could have slept in your arms forever.
thank you

Sleep my dear

Sleep away the nightmares. Bring the dreams back in.

So tell me what you want

What you really really want