There are times in life when you

Question that maybe you should be doing more in life than you are currently... But maybe I'm right? Maybe I'm just where I am supposed to be? How do I know? With less and less people here by my side. I know that the ones who stuck around count.. Thank you for that. I couldn't have done it without you..

These next few months are going to go fast

I wish I could stop life and just focus on school. In less time that I know it, I will be saying hello graduation(fingers crossed)... Stepping into the big world out there.. Maybe I'll just stay in school a little longer? :) today is February 29th... Leap year only comes around every 4 years. what can I do that I can celebrate every 4 years? What will I be doing next leap year?

You can do it,

Just keep telling myself that I can do anything I set my mind too.. I'm thankful for opportunities of everyday. Because I don't have to beat myself up for past failures, I have the future to look forward to.

You get credit for what you finish

Not what you start. And I know I have been one to start a lot of things. And here i state that my weight my has been one of them. I have been on a fast road to nothing and it's with shame that I state that I am now 156 lbs. something I thought I would never get to, and yes all I do is complain and cry. But by golly I need to something now. And stating and writing that number so that I'm not the only one who know its makes it way better. I know it's not easy, and it just gets harder from here. But there's no way that I can keep this going. I'm telling you this not so that you tell at me, but that you try to understand. I'm going to need your help and I want you to motivate me because it's going to be a heck of a hard ride.. I can't keep this up. It's not healthy and it's more than pride now...

Some days are just better than others

Just like some people are better than others. I will always remember. Can't you ever forget? Thank you for the time everyone gives me. Little by little paving a better way..

Tonight give me everything tonight

I'm thankful for the life you guys help me live

Dreaming of you.

Thank you for every moment of happiness. I have begun to forget the bitter past..

Lovely thursday, when all im waiting for is..

Sleep. But of course my nail polish addiction keeps me up again... Im thankful that i just love being a girl, as weird as that sounds... hahaha. good night, good night..

You dont want to know

the things going on in my head... but one of them is this song again.. it makes me happy. thoughts today? Sometimes it sucks to see the people your acquaintances have become, worst enough is i have to see them everyday. Its not worth to attack anymore, to defend, to join in the havoc.. ive come to realize where i stand, and people can be so deceitful to your own face, but ive learned to be able to tell their lies. Im such an expert that it doesnt even bother me anymore.. Accept that some people are going to lie and hurt you and let you down.. Sometimes they just cant help it? they have nothing better to do? Most of the time they just enjoy when you attend their pity party... they can go down but im not going down with them.. if only i could move and run away.. hahahhah
No, it just makes people even angrier to see you happy.. ill stay and keep on proving my point.
im ok,
Are you ever going to be ok with yourself?

Its getting harder and harder to not mind those

That choose to speak against me... In the end of it all, I have to look out for myself. Sad to think that the number closest to me gets smaller and smaller each year... Who will it be next?

Sometimes the worst that there is to fear

Is ourselves... Oh how I wish I could literally change and delete things about myself and my life.. But it doesn't work that way... It's up to me to sit here and wait and take I'm the wrath and glory of my choices... Thank you for giving me the chance to contemplate my future and helping me pick what it is exactly that I want...

I dont know what else to be thankful for

Except you. Thankful that everytime I lay down in bed I'm excited to sleep because I get to dream about you, and sleep to wake up the next day and see you again :) thank you

When you let yourself experience different things

You find out that there's things out there that your friends can make you feel good. Thankful for new experiences. Tomorrow is a new day.

So tired...

Long weekend ahead. Followed by a Long work week... They always feel longer after a 3 day weekend. Im thankful weekends like this :)

Sometimes when things are so good..

You sit and wonder how you could have ever let them go so bad at one point in time. I'm afraid for it to ever go back to the fear.. It's no fun. I'm smiling more than my face can take.. I can live with getting wrinkles for the sole reason being that I smile too much... Thank you for the laughter, the smiles and most of all the love of course..

The things we want...

Aren't always what we get. Thank god time passing can make it better.

Valentines day

a day for love and friendship.....a day that puts all of your life in perpective to help you see how much you have or dont have of each....there is so much love around us, that sometimes we might not realize that it has the capability to infiltrate all aspects of our life... love is easy to find, just make sure you stop to appreciate and smell the roses, loved by many or loved by a few, it shouldnt matter. we all have someone that loves us whether we know it or not... Smile! you never know who is out there loving you or falling in love with you..give thanks for the little things in life that you love as well..
Thank you for all the love in my life and in my world.
I have learned to start loving myself a little bit more each day, because in the end if i cant begin to love myself, how can someone else even begin to love me for me??

Happiness isn't a destination.

It's a never ending process. It's something that keeps on going and can be improved at all times.. I don't know why so I get so determined to arrive to it like its some sort or city.. I have to stop thinking about other people... Life is not about comparing ourselves to others or what they have , everyone will always SEEM to have more, we never really know if it's the truth or not.. Why do people like to make others feel bad? Is it because they aren't Happy with themselves? Who knows.. As long as I can be happy, that's all that matters.

Isn't it funny the way this wonderful world works?

Karma is a bitch, and so are you. Gosh thank you universe for proving the point before I tried to.

And when the world falls down

Who will be there to make it better...?weekend like this make me appreciate the real people I have in my life.. Thank you for all the love you give me. It's worth it :)

Define yourself ,

Before you decide to define me. Love the rush of daily life, even though it's currently stressing me. I will be ok :)

Mistakes

We all make them. You dont have to keep reminding me of mine. Thank you. Im doing fine with it, are you?

i thought I was going to have a better start to February..

expectations? pshhh. we have too many that most dont come to reality.. Part of me wants to think that I shouldnt have any, but how fun would life be that way? no hope? id rather not live such a sad life. ELIZABETH, compose yourself, i might sound crazy but I need to bring the positiivity back in my life, it was infecting my life before and made me feel so good, I need to not let it slip away.. Sometimes we just get to dissapointed in ouselves, but who will believe in us if its not ourselves? I mean look at me now, 5 months till school is over. Im nearing big changes in my life and wanting more changes(such as my job). I need to be able to maintain a positive attitude. Note to self: You can do anything, You know you can if you just try.. mean look at the things that you have done so far.. Dont give up too easily, You are not too old, never too fat, never too tired.. There is always others that have it worse than you. Note to self: Love youself, Please because thats something that no one will be able to do better than you can. Reject those that want to hurt you, there will always be new people trying to upset you and push you down, Remember its not your fault to fix everyone, its not your fault that they are so bitter.Kill people with kindness, Elizabeth, you will get what you want if you try, you will, just be patients. Stick to your goals, have goals to begin with, small short long or tall..have priorities, and morals... Life never goes out the way you want it if you dont have a plan. Have some sort of a plan, because even though life never goes out according to plan,it sure is a lot heck easier to cry about when you know you planned something rather than nothing..

Ironically, Thank you for my sanity today. I tend to think too much when I shouldnt.My mind needs to stop racing.. but of course it wont. Sometimes I wish I could type and write faster than I can think...

I feel like I've failed :(

Thank god for forgiveness and starting over? I'm so upset at myself for forgetting these days...

I love my life

Don't be mad

Is it because I'm demanding?

I would like to think I am not.. I'm just determined? Thank you for positive words that keep me sane. And out of the drama that is everyone else life.

Feb 1st

The only coke I Do is diet...

Thank you

February I know you will treat me well. Let this month begin.