I'm in love with this city

Madrid has been so good to me... So weird to think its almost all over. My love I have been bit by the traveling bug....

I'm going to hate myself when I go back

Too much excitement and it's going to be tiring on the way back!

Espana makes you

Think of all the differences back at home... Why can't people be as simple as this or as appreciative or genuine? Madrid I love you. Im thankful again for the time you are allowing me with you

Barcelona.

You might have knocked the energy out from underneath us. But we're awake now and ready to see the rest of you!

It's so different

From back home. These people ate so positive, so nice. They love life.. And they are classy... I know that sounds weird but i can't even say the last person I saw with their cleavage and butt hanging out, or someone with their big nasty hair or too much makeup. Walking here is part of life which would explain the lack of obese and overweight individuals. If only life and people were this pure back at home... Thank you world for letting me visit this wonderful place.

P.s miss you my love. Big kisses and hugs to you.

First day of Spain

And I feel like I've entered a new world. So thankful to know that there I beautiful places such as this.

Arrivederci California!

On my way to LAX to head to Spain. Today I am thankful for life being beautiful enough to allow me to take a trip like this....

If I can make it through today,

I can make it through anything. My head is currently in shambles. I leave for Spain on Friday, and finals... I have comps to joyfully come back to.. Let's just say I can't wait for school to be over. Infinitely.

Too tired to think

Thankful for my soft bed. Good night

Choose to be kind,

Over being right. And you'll be right every time... It doesn't pay to dwell on being mean.. It angry.. What's it going to get you besides a stress induced heart attack sooner or later...
People have always said to love your enemies and we all know it's true. . The hardest thing to do but the smartest. I've said it a million times maybe not written it but I constantly repeat it in my head. Kindness kills people. Do it!!!!

Thank you For the gift of being about to choose kind words to those that don't use very kind words towards me.

I believe in me

Do you believe in me?

Everything comes in due time..

and its perfectly fine to not go in the same speed or length as anybody else.... Remember that you are the one making your own path and by it being solely your path, makes it extremely unique. Follow the beat of your own drum and noone elses...

With love always,
Thankful enough to have love in my life...

And so it is..

I know I've used this before.. But it bears repeating.. Maintain a positive attitude and it'll benefit you in the end.. Great things come to those who wait..

Never doubt the things that happen

In your life.. Because its all for a reason. Things will start to make sense, and it's great that you didn't have to get your hands dirty to realize it..

Don't worry,

It'll all be ok in the end. If its not ok, it's not the end.

Don't let anyone influence the way you see yourself

You are way better than they think you are. Stay true to yourself. Do things out of honesty and fairness. Above all love yourself. Noone else knows you better....

The days go on,

and i still cant believe how awesome life has been going. Its like something is finally beginning to go the right way for once. thank you for the stars finally aligning in my self conflicting confusing universe!

I am now 25 years old as of today.

And it feels good. Since it feels the same. Here's to many years more, and living life like in the best way possible !

I'm getting older

By the minute. Hello life.
Here I come :) I'm thankful that I get to live another year. Not everyone is as lucky as I am:)

Positivity

Kills people. It's so much easier that way. Thank you for making it so much easier.

Chances

Whenever you experience new things, or just things that you are not good at.. You are bound to make teensy weensy mistakes... the good thing about it is that you can learn from them, and bounce back and use these things to your advantage.. What we have to remember is that we have to stay honest with ourselves, never be afraid of the decisions or choices you make, stand by them. UNderstand that it makes you a bigger person, even if all you are doing is admitting that you made the mistake in the first place..
Life is taking me for another ride. I am near the end of my schooling. I am also at the beginning of a new adventure at work. While planning also for my first out of country experience in about three weeeks. I am excited, anxious, nervous, scared, happy, overwhelmed, and a mass sort of variety of things. The good things that I try to remember is that im able to do all of these things iin the first place.. how many people out there that dont get to live the way that I am living right now?
Life is challenging me, and I know I can do it. It might take me a while, but I can take it by the reigns.

One nail polish color at a time.

Thankful that there is many colors in the world....

Amazing

How fast things can change.

Today I am grateful for new beginnings.

Ahhhh

So close to death.. Or so I thought!! Hahaha.

Too tired to think. Good night and I'm thankful for waking up with the hopes of getting better tomorrow.

All you can know is that you want to move forward

And risk that the love that you have will allow that happen..

But like Carrie says, it's not logic its love..

I've been slowly driving myself insane. Dont let that scare you...I'm ok and better than I have ever been. But tonight I had one of those moments that just happens when you go back and you think of where you were a while back and you're glad of where you are going and are currently at. I once thought I was broken. I once thought nothing else was worth smiling for. I once thought that all my hopes were broken... And it's quite embarrassing to think that I allowed myself to feel that way. But think if things like that didnt happen, then maybe we wouldn't be so happy at where we are now. I think I lost a couple of days worth of fight in me at that time.. How easy can something crumble your world.. Never would I have thought it would have been me! I put more thought into the days nowadays... And I'm not sure of a lot of things, but what I am sure of is that I'm willing to work for whatever it is I want.. People have helped create what I have come to be these almost 25 years and it's no fair to them that I allow anything less than really making it out there. I need to share my happiness and hey I can call it wisdom as well with others :) here I am feeling as old as ever, but maybe finally realizing that I'm starting life over again? I'm not being apathetic. Nor am I being sympathetic to any situation that ever occurred to make me feel like I couldn't go on.

I dont know how to end this post.. But what i can I have created my own form of therapy and that is by writing. I am thankful for all of the words out there that help me create my own world and dig out all my thoughts( even though some might be shorter, longer or crazier than the others)......
Thank you. And I hope the universe helps feeding me the words to keep writing this long novel of my unwritten life.

Be positive

We can all do it. You just gotta take it day by day and do things to make you feel good. I've started thinking better, loving better, eating better! It feels better!! It's easy to get caught up on the negativity. But you just gotta take a step away from it and not let it affect you as hard as it may be. Just Remember every situation can be good or bad it just depends on how you respond to it!! 😁😁😁

March be kind

I have so much left to live and so much left to see. Who will be there to see me through it? The first of the month is always a good chance to evaluate yourself and set new goals. What will I accomplish now? Thank you for the universe aligning the way it is. Isn't it funny the way things work themselves out?