What I want..

Is not what I always get. Integrity and honesty... I have realized that those two things can be the hardest to try to achieve and to portray. Its little by little that every day I try a bit harder to try to work toward these. And it's not always easy. It's even harder when you have so many negative people In your life. Surrounding you and engulfing you with their thoughts.. I hope and pray that it's not too late. Not too late to change peoples perspective of me. If I try my hardest to portray the person I want to be..... It should all be ok right???Because I know I Would have done everything to show my true self. People can then just take it or leave it depending on their own personal choices. I would hope that they wouldn't want to lose me, but if they do then that's their choice. Sucks when you realize that not everyone you have in your life at one point in time will make it throughout the next years. But I guess that's how it goes.

Dear man on the moon, today I realized that I need to be a bit more Honest with myself. It helps me feel Better and does a lot more good for my sanity...... Thank you for the integrity in life and for allowing people to possess this quality.