If it was up to me

I would have figured you out. I would have told you not to do it. I would have figured out a way to keep you solely to me.i would have figured out a way to let you be only mine like I dreamed I was.. If it was up to me I would have a switch that would completely turn to hate.but I can't. If it was up to my head I would just completely hate you. But it's not up to my head. In matters like this my heart wins. I hope that everything you speak is true. I hope one day I'm able to see you without all the darkness that follows you now. I hope one day you love me as much as I did you. I hope one day I will be the only person in your world. The only one and no one else