Dear young lady,

Dear young lady, Yes you. You are still young. Although there are days that start and you feel like you don’t have anything in control at the age you are at, truth is you do. I know there are times when you get drunk and you feel sad, but little lady that happens when you are sober as well. And even though people tell you that you are happy when you are partying, sometimes you just aren’t. and it doesn’t matter if you are on your period or not. Even if you have had chocolate cake or not. Little lady you are the kind of soul that is very ecstatic about hope,dreams and new ideas, yes you with your daily coffee that with an open heart thinks every quote relates to your life. Why does it always sound like its for you? And no matter what songs you listen to or what videos you watch , you still get sad. And bless your soul for crying at that sad song. Yes I know you have a sad remix. Its ok. I wont let anyone know that it makes you feel good. For some reason you’d like to believe that if you keep sipping coffee and shop till your hearts content, That soon enough you will end up permanently happy. And yes sometimes that happens, especially if you wear a really cute outfit. But young lady we all know that you tend to overthink what you see, and feel what you over hear, and yet as much as you say they don’t bug you, the little voice in your head makes you wish everyone was nicer , or a bit more positive than they currently are. And that’s ok, because theres always going to be mean people and no matter how nice you are to them, they will always be mean. That’s ok, as far as they are concerned, you have it all. And sometimes you think you do, but most days you think you don’t. don’t worry noone will know that you still keep 75% of your brain filled with all the wedding ideas you can ever find on the internet, and no matter how many times you go back to Disneyland, you keep imagining that you will have a princess proposal in front of the castle. Don’t worry young lady, noone has to know. As far as everyone is concerned you are a stone cold woman, whos too independent to need anyone else. Nobody needs to know. So keep saying inappropriate things to make others think youre ok. Keep reading poetry and wishing someone would write a poem for you. Keep dreaming about shoes and weddings and happiness that you always do. No one can take that away from you as hard as they try. Keep singing your song. Don’t worry noone has to know that you are spending more time sleeping on weekends because you just want to dream.