its funny, because i have always been like every other person on the whole new year things, making specific goals, which almost always include to lose 15-30 lbs or to get a new job, to be nicer, to earn more money, etc..
this year i think i want to do something different..
overall 2012 was not as bad as i would have initially have told you.. sure it had its up and its downs but who doesn't? if you're going to sit here and tell me yours didn't, then you would be lying to yourself.. 2012 was a trial period, it was a real tester, and although not everything that happened was good, it helped to mold me into more and more to the person i am becoming today..
its sad, because i did lose people that i thought would be in my life together but i also saw the beginning and strengthening of many other friendships that i needed to have in my life..keeping the people that are of a better influence to me does more good than keeping everyone.
its cliche buts its true, the older you grow the less people you have in your life.
this year i am going to strive to be a person that doesn't really focus on numbers(ie how much weight to lose or money to make), but rather to improve the whole experience or process of it.. i will not strive to lose weight for a certain day, but to maintain a healthier life and regimen that i have been going since 2012.
i will try to be a better person not only to myself, but tot others.. making sure that i keep telling everyone how much i appreciate having them in my life. its so easy to forget the reason people are there, and its not good to take anyone for granted. the world can change in second and its not worst not telling the ones you love that you appreciate them.
i will treat others how i would like them to treat me, and to not take things to the heart. i tend to be a very emotional person and strive to get everyone to like me, but lets face it we are growing up and that is not realistic.
i would love to own a home. with my love. and to grow in that home with each other.
we have another year to ourselves my dear, how will we grow more in our love towards each other?
we have a long way to go still, but im ready for that ride.
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